I am foolish

He is someone that I do love so much , but well he kinda ‘used’ me a moment . Been a long time I kept my feeling towards him .. He did not broke my heart but he broke my dignity a lot . After what he did to me .. I’ve no idea why I can’t get over him . He can’t behave & I’m just a slave for him . Honestly .. I can’t believe how could he done this to me . You told me you won’t leave me , forget me .. well you’re just a sweetalker . Lying is your passion . I gave my trust on you . I feel like somebody dropped a ton of bricks on my stomach . I can’t breath , I heard people talked about it & they laughed like it never happened to me , but this hurt me so deep . Sometime I wish I’d never let you in , wish never met you & never felt in love with you then I wouldn’t feel like I do . I don’t wanna hurt no more especially if it causes this . I just want this pain to go away from me .Hmmm picture on your phone means you were not alone ,she were with you .. Am so foolish men .. You got me ! You took me for granted . You don’t really love me but you told me you won’t take an advantage towards my love to you . But well ..you just did it . I found out I was living in a lies . This happened & I can’t undo .. It’s time to get over you . I wanna sit & stare at you . I don’t wanna conversation , I just wanna crying infront of you . You everything a boy could be . Men , all I wanted is your love huh you just brought me down .. well now I don’t even know what I like about you . Whatever is I’ll take myself away from you so you can have a good life …