I wish I could act like a boy

Yes .. aku memang pernah couple , been many times .. but till' that moment came.. aku in love sangat . Yes I do admit , I'm in love .. but hell yeah , he broke my heart ... hahha yes I had my heart  broken once .. I'll never gonna let it happen again . Never . So I'd like to stop make any relationship for this moment . My lil tiny heart can't take it anymore . Yes I can't .. well , I wish I'd act like a boy hahah , break girls heart .. hahaha , It's seems so damn easy you get over me , meanwhile , I'm right here like hellyeah 24/7 hour fikir tentang kau , mimpi pasal kau .. aku macam tak tentu arah .. tapi kau .. tak macam aku , senang je kau 'move on' hahah . perhaps you might think , this is only part of my drama , but well this is the fact .. this is what am feeling right now , I can't stop thinking bout you , day & night . CROSS MY HEART this is true .Keep a straight face when tell a lie ..Always keep an air tight alibi .Well that's what boy can REALLY do towards girl ahahahaha What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry ? Hell nah, you wouldn't like that, no..but yes you would like to do that to a girls , haha espcially for those girls that really love you right ?
Tell you I love you but when you call, I never get back ahaaaa =)  I wish I'd played you like a toy? And I do wish sometimes I could act like a boy ........