I'm crashing 2010/1/26

Myself been controlled by my stupidity , I've done something stupid . Never thought I could done this to myself , OMG I listened to my bitch sin angel .. I shouldn't act like this . I admit , I might too love & too much thinking something bad . I knocked myself down , deep down . I made my mistakes , I stumble & fall . I'd bleed my heart out to show . That I just love you too much . I'll wait here forever just to see you smile . I hold on to this moment . I don't want to ever end . I need you as much as I need my heart that keep me alive . You just like the heartbeat of mine . I know what I didn't have so . This is just a big mistake in my life . I wont let this happen again . Love is pure , I'd not to do this again , it's not worthy . I love you with all my heart , I need you to guide me .. as you can see I was blindfolded .. I've done too many mistake .. I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did. I didn't mean to make you worry bout me , I just cant figure out whats been happening to me lastnight . I'm crashing, don't know how it happened . This is the most craziest things I've ever had . I need you so badly , I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did . I don't wanna fall back . I admit I was being so stupid . I DON'T EVER WANT THIS TO HAPPEN AGAIN . FULLSTOP .